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Thursday, January 28, 2010
urgh! why do i keep repeating the mistakes. i was and still right that 2010 will be the most challenging so far. many thing i cant do, many things i gotta do. i need my moral support. i need motivation. i need help. i need your motivation the most. 1st problem was 'that'...now 'this'. I'm on the edge. but i gotta keep strong. not for me but for others. it just seems that everything i do in life is for others and not for myself. when will i be able to do things for myself. hmm. its okay. though you're not here with me i am always wishing for your guidance, support and motivation. to overcome one problem is complicated but easy however my other problems are not easy but complicated. I'm lost now. i dont really know what to do. i need the drive. things that are going well are now some how falling pieces. the picture was perfect but the paint has now been washed away. soon the picture will be nothing more than a blank paper. to think it was bad enough, a mirror appeared along the way. my mistakes were reflected in the mirror and it shattered into 4. the first piece is lost. another is now beginning to fly away. the final piece is now dulled and may further shatter under the pressure however its trying its best. how long will i survive? many pictures in my life begins to face an interminable attenuation. is my life for others and not myself? if so, i should just be ignorant towards my goals and desires. i guess that is what i should do. its time..
still hoping..
still waiting..
still wishing..
this life that i forsake.
9:12 PM
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